Wednesday, August 01, 2007

I realise that i could no longer take it as easy as before.
I realise that i can no longer go on without you.
I realise that i am holding onto you tighter & tighter.
I realise that i cant dont miss you anymore.
I realise that my mind is just you.
I realise that no matter what i do i will think of you.
I realise that you are always a part of me.
I realise that i am falling deeper for you.
I realise that you meant not only the world to me.
I realise that i am always looking at your pictures unknowingly.
I realise that i am always checking my phone if theres your sms.
I realise that i'm so afraid to miss out your sms.
I realise that those nights i couldn't sleep i was thinking of you.
I realise that my love for you cant stop increasing.
I realise that my inbox can only store your messages.
I realise that our relationship is more than just a relationship.
I realise how empty my heart can be when you're not with me.
I realise how important you mean to me.
I realise how much i can't bear to say goodbye everytime.
I realise how pain it can be to be hurt by you.
I realise how miserable i can be when we have a tiff.
I realise how slow time could pass when times are bad for me & you.
I realise how happy i can get when we're together even for awhile.
I realise how fortunate i can be to have you.
I realise how hard it is for me to explain to you how much i love you.
I realise this, i realise that, i realise how and i realise why.
Too much to say. Too hard to explain.
Too much time to go. Too little time to show.