Ok, now i'm in IT lab. And i'm soo bored so decided to post something :] the class is like busy doing phys and i'm like the only one blogging. Lol. Well, i've got things in my heart to say. I feel so dam regretful everytime my attitude sucks towards you. Everytime i does that i feel so sorry deep inside. I wanted to apologise and make it up to you soo much but i don't know how to and i can't bring myself to do that. I find it so hard. I'm sorry :[ i'm sure one sorry is not enough and i have to say don't know how many times of sorry. Everytime my mood turns bad, its not only me thats unhappy but you. I feel that i always affect you and i feel really bad about it. When i'm unhappy i'll see you unhappy too. And when i see you unhappy it adds on to more unhappy. I'm just feeling so down inside. I shouldn't feel what i'm feeling now. I'm suppose to be happy now but i can't control. I just hate it. I don't get the fuck why i'm still down. I don't know why :[ only my honey understands me best for now. She knows something that noone knows. And i'm really grateful that i have my honey. Shes a golden gift to me. Feeling down, down, down and down.