I've got ndp practice after school and so i stayed back. The practice was so dam relaxed and it started at ard 2plus 3. End at 415 and everything seems alright. I think i'd be the reserve somehow. Nvm about it. Tday miss him alot cos didnt get to spend time with him after school. Sad. But spent recess with him tday :] crapped alot with honey tday. Dont care is during lesson or after school our craps wont end. I likeit. Went home straight after practice and gf wanted to meet me so i met her at bus stop. Walked to punggol plaza cos shes hungry again-.- and i have to see her eat while resisting the temptation. Argh! Bought milo from cheers and i really feel like vomiting. In school drink milo, at punggol plaza aso drink milo. That seriously made me lost my appetite. After gf ate she came my house cos i wanted to change then go her house bathe. Dragged the time cos i have to help my bro with certain things then ard 7plus went to gf's house. Until 8 then bathe and 830 i went home. I wanted so much to hide it from others but it seems like i cant. I cant control my emotions like what i expected. I'm really trying. I write it on blog cos i know you wont be seeing my blog. I dont know how then i can forget what i should forget. It seems small to you but i dont understand why it impacts on me. Dont bother! Argh. I really should forget it. Stop here. Tkcare all.